So this weight loss thing…it’s not going so well. However, I will not give up.
I have been living an emotionally difficult time for several weeks. I have a family member who is making life difficult. There is a lot of history between us, a great portion of it is dysfunctional.
Nobody is forcing bad food choices down my throat. I just tend to get distracted and lose my focus. Then I end up loathing myself for it.
What I need to do is to tunnel vision myself into this endeavor. This is just too important to me to fail.
If I could put the same energy into becoming the healthiest version of myself that I do in trying to “fix” my family situation and figure it out, I would have reached my health goals a long long time ago.
So, here I go once more. I have to do this, I will do this. It is scary as hell. If I succeed, what happens after that?